4th chapter me a home recka moving into Tom and Tracy's home

I was 16 at the  time and left children s home and also had an abortion and left school i was so in love with Tom i wanted him and wanting him to dump his wife for me i was a very deluded young girl.I had my own bedroom and was having sex with Tom on a regular basis on a few occasions i had upset Tom  i was always causing arguments he once gave me a black eye but it was my fault for winding him up i was hit a few times by Tom but I always caused it i think i got a kick out of it we always had rough sex afterwords  at the studio his daughter Lisa has left as she could not handle all the responsibility of having a studioTom took over I was working as the receptionist and model a while later i was told by Tom that the phone that was advertising the studio used to be there old massage parlour number this came out as i had a lot of calls from dirty old men wanting sex and massage so i started to allow guys to come to studio to pay me to have sex with them and Tom would take the money and look after it for me i started to see quite a few guys and told some of them I  was only 16 I think they enjoyed it more they always came back this is were i learn t to get want you want from men all i had to do was use my body and i could get what ever i wanted not sure i really understood what i was really doing a few months later Tom closed the studio i was still living with him and the wife but they were due to go to court for sentencing for running a brothel and amoral earnings did not know this until day before and i would have to move back home in case they were sent down in the mean time i was shown the ropes of street walking which was to stand on  the link a well known area of peterbough were i would wait for cars to come up to me arrange a price and get in car go some were quiet  always take money up front have sex or give blow job always using condoms they guys would drop me back to the link after a few jobs me Tom and Tracy went home i hated doing it what if something happened to me no one would know were i was we had a big argument the next night as i was scared to go back out so Tom went with his wife i was jealous i caused such a stink that they could not go cause Tracy period had come on heavy and i was to blame for causing it to her i did not care as we were all at home together i was really starting to fall for Tom i was in love i hated Tracy so much i would cause arguments between them because i could one day she got me arrested for steeling money which i had not taken Tom was very angry with his wife as he thought i would tell the police what was happening i would never do that to my Tom in the end i was realest-ed as there was no  proof of me taking it when i got back Tom was not home he was worried about being arrested but when i spoke to Tracy and told her i said nothing to the police she phoned Tom and he came back i was his little lady Tracy was bad for trying to get me arrested for nothing i started becoming demanding that he should not sleep in the same bedroom as his wife but in the spare room and i would sleep down stairs as Tom told me he loved me this worked for a little then Tom and Tracy went to court they both got sent down for 6 months but you only serve 3 months i visited Tom in Bedford prison and he would tell me he loved me and would give me love bites and to wait for him to get out of prison i met a lad and moved in with him for a while i was missing Tom and was so lonely a month or so later i phoned Tom's house phone and Tracy answered the phone and put Tom on the phone i had arranged to meet up with Tom and asked for my portfolio photos i met him that night when i saw him i fell in love with him all over again we kissed and had sex in the car and we pretended to Tracy that i was being made to stay in the flat by my boyfriend and that i was scared he would hurt me Tracy fell for it we picked Tracy up from there house my boyfriend was out drinking so i we broke into the flat and took all my stuff and i moved back in with Tom and Tracy  i am sure Tracy had thought she had seen the last of me but she loved Tom and like me would do what ever he wanted this was good for about 8 weeks then Tracy started to suspect that Tom did love me when i look back she must of known all along about me and Tom and thought he was having a mid life crises then Kim said i should pretend to move back home and he would meet me later that day and we were going to be together i was so excited i moved out and waited and we were going to be together i was so excited i moved out and waited but Tom did not come for me he had changed his mind i was heart broken him and Tracy had gone on holiday and i was to be forgotten i was heart broken i stayed at mum and dads for few weeks then i got a job in Manchester as a receptionist at a brothel they allowed me to get a few jobs but after 5 days i was still feeling heart broken and missed Kim so much just before i left kim and Brenda's home me and Kim had joined an escort agency were we would get called if there was a client in our area and Kim would drive us there and wait till i finished the job that agency was called sat-alights in Brighton run by a guy called ally it was ally i called when i told him what had happened he got his driver to pick me up from Manchester station and take me to Ally's house in Brighton hove he looked after me and had told me Kim and Brenda had visited him to get work for Brenda as they were holidaying at Brighton butlins hotel but bye the time i got to brighten they had left to go home i was crying  i worked for ally for a few weeks and had my own mobile phone that's when out of the blue Kim phoned another girl had answered the phone as she had borrowed it for a visit to clients house and told me the next day when she brought phone back i was so happy Kim wanted me after all ally was not happy he thought Kim was using me but ally was using me too Kim told the girl he would ring back the next evening and he did we arranged to meet at a hotel the next day i was so excited i booked to have my hair done at the hairdressers when i saw him my face just lit up i was so happy seeing him we went back to hotel and had sex all day and evening i then went back to ally's next morning to get my clothes and that i was going to stay at hotel with Kim and he said he would still offer me work and that Kim would drive me to the jobs ally always took £30 agency fee and for an hour job i would charge £130 so a £100 a job for me and Kim me and Kim argued a lot i wanted to know were he had been when i moved out of his house and he was going to meet me and we were going to be together for ever but after we had been together about but Tom did not come for me he had changed his mind i was heart broken him and Tracy had gone on holiday and i was to be forgotten i was heart broken i stayed at mum and dads for few weeks then i got a job in Manchester as a receptionist at a brothel they allowed me to get a few jobs but after 5 days i was still feeling heart broken and missed Tom so much just before i left Tom and Tracy home me and Tom had joined an escort agency were we would get called if there was a client in our area and Kim would drive us there and wait till i finished the job that agency was called sat-alights in Brighton run by a guy called ally it was ally i called when i told him what had happened he got his driver to pick me up from Manchester station and take me to Ally's house in Brighton hove he looked after me and had told me Tom and Tracy had visited him to get work for Tracy as they were holidaying at Brighton butlins hotel but bye the time i got to brighten they had left to go home i was crying  i worked for ally for a few weeks and had my own mobile phone that's when out of the blue Tom phoned another girl had answered the phone as she had borrowed it for a visit to clients house and told me the next day when she brought phone back i was so happy Tom wanted me after all ally was not happy he thought Tom was using me but ally was using me too Tom told the girl he would ring back the next evening and he did we arranged to meet at a hotel the next day i was so excited i booked to have my hair done at the hairdressers when i saw him my face just lit up i was so happy seeing him we went back to hotel and had sex all day and evening i then went back to Ally's next morning to get my clothes and that i was going to stay at hotel with Tom and he said he would still offer me work and that Tom would drive me to the jobs ally always took £30 agency fee and for an hour job i would charge £130 so a £100 a job for me and Tom me and Tom argued a lot i wanted to know were he had been when i moved out of his house and he was going to meet me and we were going to be together for ever but after we had been together about two weeks i went to have a beauty treatment at a beauty salon Tom would wait for me at the hotel but when i left the salon and got back to our hotel Tom was not there he had left me again i was so distraught i phoned ally and his driver picked me up and i stayed at ally place but next day i payed driver to take me to peterborough i had had enough i was so un happy i did not feel like doing any thing i got home to peterborough it took about 5 hours my parents knew nothing about what i was doing my younger brother and sister were still in care as when dad was realized from prison she had a choice have dad home or us kids mum chose dad