from being abused by my father. getting pregnant at 16. modelling and prostatution at 16. me a home wrecker moving in with Tom and his wife. moving in with Tom. Being raided Turning 18 marrying Tom going to prison for procuring in prostatution. being pregnant being a mother and wife loosing husband to cancer a year ago.
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Tuesday, 17 May 2011
the range of clients i saw for around 15 years.
I saw a full range of clients early on in my work i saw guys very different when i was younger at least at the beginning i saw it as exciting and having guys take notice of me only if it was while they had me in there company all the guys that saw me at the studio my first experience knew my age as my portfolio gave my age and vital statistics so they knew i was under age i think that's what they like having sex with a minor most of the guys i saw at studio would sometimes bring a camera for pictures of they could hire one and buy film from studio not sure what they did with the pictures never ever crossed my mind i thought i was so lucky to have guys wanting to touch me kiss me and sometimes a little cuddle now when i think about it i was nothing to them but a sex toy they could use and abuse i feel i was not grown up enough to understand what i was doing apart from feeling wanted and needed by these guys later on i will write a whole chapters on a range of clients ranging from police man wanting to know how good he was at pleasing a woman as he fancied a police woman he worked with he made me laugh he told me he was a fire man but when we went to bedroom his police uniform was hanging on the bedroom door i nearly crapped myself when i saw the uniform i thought that's it i am in trouble but he had paid me to have sex he was not innocent in fact he should of known better but i was nervous all the way through the hour appointment he had booked well like all of the guys i saw always take payment up front and i carried a brief case which had condoms they have to wear them lotion wipes and nappy sacks to put used condoms in it had a number lock on it would take stuff out put money in then lock it till i leave by then i would put the lotion and wipes back and the nappy sack with used condom in which i would then bin later do not want to carry that dirty thing around with me
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