6 th chapter turning 18

I celerbrated my 18th birthday at a naturist place in kent called ? it was naturist during the week with people wearing nothing i was very shocked to start with as it was mainly fellers and seeing there willies on show all the time  but on a saturday night it was more of a swingers party it was adults only i was only 17 but that did not matter most saturdays we stayed we would have sex in the woods and couples would come to watch Tom liked that and i wanted to do everything to make him happy the place got abit of bad publicity as some guys had took pictures of young children and the police realised were the pictures had been taken it seemed so sad that some guys would do such a thing in the end some time later cameras were to be banned when children were around but one guy got chucked out for hiding a video camera in a bag and a parent found out he was marched of site id did start to feel un comfotable when the owner Paul  took a fancy to me and would try to touch me up i was 17 i then refused to walk around naked i started to feel consious of my body i felt only guys who pay see me naked and get to touch me and would always wear knickers during the day Tom agreed that i could wear knickers and on saturday nights woman would get dressed up in sexy under wear Tom would by me naughty outfits to wear like pvc and leather and thigh boots i felt sexy and grown up i just hated guys walking past me in the disco room touching me up as if was ok as i was dressed up as a whore but i was 17 i thought i was very mature but i was still a child trying to make Tom happy he would get me to have sex with guys at the club on saturday and would watch not sure how i felt  i felt safe because Tom was there with me one time he had sex with a lady while i was watching i was in tears i was so jelouse but i stayed calme and tried not to look but the ladies husband would keep trying to put his hands in my knickers i allowed him i had no choice as Tom was shagging his wife after that night i hoped Tom would not have sex with any one else i could not handle it i never realy told him that in so many words was scared of his reaction i wanted to please Tom he was my world he looked after me we did not have a place at this time we hired a camper van and to make money Tom would put an advert in the sports news paper classified and we would drive were ever the work took us mainly in kent area he would drop my off at a clients house drive away and pick me up afterwards sometimes i was scared doing my job as no one would know were i was except kim the worse jobs were guys wanting me to dress up and act like a naughty school girl i was doing this fantasy outfit since being 16 i hated anything to do with school girl to me those guys who wanted the fantasy were sick in my mind but the work paid i was a popular school girl as i looked the part putting hair in bunches i looked very child like that was because i was still a child i thought i was a grown up.